I woke up this morning in a ball of emotions. As I lay in my bed, looking at my three year old at the foot of my bed, I couldn’t help but smile. I kept hearing her bold, yet sweet, voice in my head correcting a wrong. You see, my three year old is pretty quiet until she sees something that’s not right happening to someone else or to herself (but usually to someone else). I pictured the many times she saw a child take something from someone she cared about, whether it was a toy or a seat (lol). As I lay there thinking about her small voice boldly saying, “No, No, that’s _______’s” and “No, No, don’t do that,” I couldn’t help that my smile and proud mommy feelings turned into anxiety.
What if 34 years from now she’s just like me? What if she wakes up one morning hating this need to stand up for others? What if she gets mad at me for encouraging her to stand even if it’s by herself? What if she’s lonely? What if she wakes up with anxiety? What if she stands up the wrong way? What if her boldness hurts others? What if she decides to crawl into a quiet hole and never come back out? What if she decides the pain she feels just isn’t worth it anymore? What if she decides to follow the crowd instead? What if…?
In the midst of all of my negative “what ifs,” a devotional “popped” up in my email (gotta love smartphones). The first thing I read was this: “Sometimes God Doesn’t Choose the ‘Perfect’ Girl for the Job” (taken from Proverbs 31 Ministries; devotions @Proverbs31.org).The best part of this devotional was that it focused on one of my favorite stories in the Bible with one of my favorite persons in the Bible – Rahab! Long story short, Rahab had heard about God and what He had done for His people and even though she did not have a personal relationship with Him, she still stepped out on faith and Stood Up…alone. She helped 2 of God’s people and in return she asked for them to spare her life and the life of her family members. The 2 spies were saved and God protected Rahab and all the family members that remained in her house the day the battle took place. (See Joshua chapter 2 – 6 for the full story.) Man, if God can do that with someone who barely knew Him, what more will He do with someone who knows Him a little bit more!
Lesson Learned? What if by my daughter standing for righteousness, she protects others from harm (or more harm)? What if she does end up like me? Feeling like you stood up for what was right; feeling like you stood up to keep someone else from hurting…it’s not really a bad thing. Was Rahab scared? Absolutely! Am I scared when I stand up? Absolutely! Will my daughter be scared at times when she stands up? Absolutely! Will she always get it right? Not at all, just like her mother! But standing up for righteousness, especially for the sake of others, is not a bad lesson to learn or to teach. Keeping your mind on God will help you to Stand Up the correct way AND will help you to Stand Up even if you’re standing alone. (He’ll even work it all out for you!)
“Stand up, stand up for Jesus,
Ye soldiers of the cross;
Lift high his royal banner,
It must not suffer loss.
From Victory until Victory
His army shall he lead,
Till every foe is vanquished,
And Christ is Lord indeed”
(Song I sang as a child that popped in my head this morning;
by George Duffield, Jr,. 1818-1888 and George J. Webb, 1803-1887)